Thursday, August 16, 2007

Two weeks...

...and I still feel slightly out of place.
The night before yesterday I had a nightmare. I was hurriedly packing my stuff. I was anxious and worried and sad. I was leaving Chicago. Again! As if leaving once hadn't been painful enough.
This night I had a dream I kept wishing wasn't just a dream - I had gone back to Chicago to visit my host family. I remember clearly being in a living room, watching a movie with Ray, Aaron and Jordan. I was so happy to be there with them, that when I woke up, I refused to let that dream drift away, and went back to sleeping.
I miss them and it hurts.

3 comments:

Kinda of ... said...

two weeks already?
oh Gosh!
im fine Japa .. fine.
and hope u r 2 :*

Isa said...

Missing hurts! How about just remembering with love?

Leandro said...

Just because u just don't feel like comin' home, don't mean that u'll never arrive